brendaquekyansing [guoyanxing]
f
18 sept
virgo
♥♥♥
brenda eats her daily vitamins and goes to the
toilet like most other people do.
She's God's creation, and so are you. :)
sigh, thinking thinking, stress ah! i dont wanna think no more.
just do what im supposed to, just keep to what i have?
or step up and take the lead?
or play in and out where im supposed to?
i dont know.
i think i need to buy new boots.
my boots feels spoilt/wobbly.
=(
but its only been 1 year.
sigh-
money money money,
must be funny,
in a rich man's world.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
11:06 PM
today's rather screwed i guess.
#1: i was supposed to meet my MBS group at 11am, but i thought 1130am. in the end, i reached at 1145am. so sorry. and hell, it wasnt even productive.
#2: oh my, im so sorry neece. i really dint mean to pilot you today. i dint take note of the time, im so super sorry. so i went to watch the pundeys' game. and lost track of time. in the end, i miss lecture, pilot-ed neece. =( i reached school at say... 740pm? did accounts there and then, and went home and reached around 10pm.
#3: im rushing my indiv proposal for leadership. oh, and FAM LAW, havent start seh my grp. HABEHS!- got to start soon.
yeah, so 3 major screw ups today.
明天会跟好啊！
how encouraging bren, how encouraging. hah-
12:27 AM
mas mas mas mas mas mas mas mas mas mas mas
walau. bren, have some courage. take the step. you can do it.
uhm, so today bel and i went to the NATIONAL MUSEUM. coolios- there was alot of knowledge stuff. damn damn damn cool. i think those cheena piang pple like my sister, leona, would like that place ALOT. but its nice though. next stop should try the singapore arts museum. HAH.
well. pics will be in multiply soon i guess. the big guy at the opening of the museum shocked us la. lol. scarey but nice place to "hang around". hm.
training sucked? i had alot of high hopes i guess. usually high hopes make you fall harder. sigh, oh well. one step at a time bren, at a time. =/
Monday, June 23, 2008
9:45 PM
you've gotten
2 STRIKES.
1 MORE STRIKE,AND YOU'RE
OUT!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
10:15 PM
I CANT WAIT TO FALL ASLEEP.
when you can dream,
then you can start,
a dream is a wish you
make with your heart.
4:26 PM
whoa, accomplished quite alot today. happyy!
OMG. so the touch FOOTBALL camp is over. PHOTOS UPLOADED IN MY MULTIPLY! LOL. IT WAS FUNNNN FUNNN FUNNNNNN! xD well, at least fun-er than i thought.
so now im speechless, literally. man i cant even like come out any sound can. its like my mouth is open, but no sound comes out.
then today i go buy nasi lemak during breakfast, walau, the lady thought i was mute can. look at me like i so poor thing like that, and point to me, showing me the 'you-want-otah?' face. walau. then i just politely shake my head and walk away.
POLITE. talking about POLITE, reminds me of POL-ITE. LOL. siao alr. must chiong ah training! lol. i need to rmb and get the drills and chemistry right. yes. bren you can do it.
haha, but its so funny to talk to pple now, that i have no voice. cause' when pple talk to me, they will suddenly talk to me without talking too. LOL. like as if they got no voice too, and suddenly we look like mimes. LOL.
used to think talking is natural, its a natural thing to do, and like.. you just open your mouth and yeah, talk. but now, i know.. its more like a gift and a chance for you to talk. when i get it back, im so gonna cherish it man. hmm... maybe god's teaching me a lesson. maybe yeah. not to use my voice for bad things like vulgarities. (oh my, petty chua's gonna be so happy when she sees this.) okay, im talking nonsense now, i shall look funny tmr when i go to school, coz i am mute. sigh-
first time feeling so quiet. its the saddest thing on gaia.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
12:24 AM
man, i dont know whats wrong with me. so many things happening, too swiftly
i wanna see you everyday- i wanna know you, i wanna smile at you. i buy through your eyes, your charm, you.
im going crazy.
STOP.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
11:32 PM
Bon Qui Qui - Anjelah Johnson i always tell peeps to watch, but dont know if they know what im saying, so yeah. might as well. xD have a good laugh!
On the mic is a queen now listen to me sing he wants a number 3 super size oninon rings He can come out the house with no ankel bracelet on. But he's got 2 strikes so don't get his order wrong. You know I'm looking cute and there's nothin you can say. But If you get with me we can do it your way HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY- xD
Friday, June 13, 2008
4:54 AM
whoa. training today was fun and tiring! but great- at least we did try to play as a team. marli taught us the hard way of when to speak and when not to speak. lesson well learnt eh? LOL.
went makan-ing with bel, kf and jac at mr prata for supper. laughed, yawned, ate. QUITE THRILLING AH. nearly killed me with guilt ah. LOL. sigh, dont think i'll even do it again. lol.
okay, things to be done aft ATC: SCHOOL 1. get leadership proposal from mr teo. 2. Do leadership Indiv and Grp Work. 3. Do BOE proposal 4. APEL assignment online 5. Contract Law [?] 6. Family Law [?] 7. MBS Project [?] Tpiranhas 1.Design "Selection" Cover by Mon night 2.Meeting in school at 7pm on mon 3.Touch Rug Camp 4.Tpiranhas Website!
oh me oh my. yesterday's trg was like terrible for me. i dont know why, i dont know how, but my brain dont seem to be processing.. fast enough to think. and there was alot of sprinting suddenly, and jogging, sprinting and jogging. in a super short period of time to recover. and super long time before water breaks. by the time we played the game, all that the bottles have in them was the stupid pepper.
luckily there's shimo and supi. i couldnt imagine what will happen if they werent there. we'll be like super DRY.
man, i just hope we'll work together as a team to PREP up and be ready for POL-ITE.
for now, i'll rest my achy breaky body for thurs!
6pm-9pm: NO JOKE.
Monday, June 09, 2008
9:30 PM
LOL.
today, narnia became SATC.
guilty and yet, thrilling.
LOL.
ever thine,
ever mine,
ever ours.
MAVISMUSTDIE.xD
Sunday, June 08, 2008
9:14 PM
whoa. rihanna and maroon 5's new song. macham like... addictive ah.
so today was the saucony run. PIANG. tiring can! lol. i like the part before the run. we went crazy in the field. played touch rug in the dark, ate prata and went prime mart drank coke+martell in school =X walked around the track, went jumping jumping on the high jump mat, slacked on the field, bathed at an unhourly hour. got ready for the run, set off at 315am. WALAU.
FUN.
i should have gone for sundown man. haha, mavis, choo, bel, so we know more about each other now heh? LOL.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
2:08 AM
man, ive been rather troubled lately. sigh. it'll soon be over, i know it. i hope i can get by it though- madness, im emo-ing. yucks.
okay, think happy thoughts. TRAINING IS RESUMING! =)) EXAMS ARE OVER! YES. though FAM LAW sucked, i think i can do well, still! hahs.
alot of things to be done though; -TPiranhas WEBSITE. (not forgotten. xD) -TP CUP CHALLENGE PROPOSAL -NPCC ATC FIRST AID CHECK LIST -NPCC ATC -Touch Rug CAMP -APEL ASSIGNMENT (online) -BOE Proposal -Leadership Proposal -Fam Law Problem #2
walau. seriously, today's MBS i swore i could have not waste so much time and brain cells memorising the shits la. in the end those i really thought would come out, DINT.
when it was the 10 mins reading time, i was flipping to see if there is... only say... 1 MCQ qn?! freak man.
then, pia lo. haha, half a hour later came out with sharp. SHARP more pro seh. i think she in 15 mins finish the ppr alr. lol.
im so freaking gonna burn the ah neh's house. show us so much "extra" things. say IMPORTANT. sigh- enough.
FAMILY LAW TIME.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
8:26 PM
something we need, something we learn through the years,
something we call;
TRUST.
Monday, June 02, 2008
10:27 PM
WHOO! at last, sat's games photos have been uploaded to my multiply! hahs. THANK YOU SHIMO FOR TAKING MOST OF THE SHOTS! LOVES.
so sat's game was uhm, okay to say? i dont know. feels a little different from STL. perhaps its the playing style? or the opponents? im not so sure.
trainings gonna resume! RESUME RESUMEE! x)) i so cant wait. many reasons, many lovess!
then sunday was bel's game. studied too. with sharp, carissa, and bel. then shir too.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEECE DARLING. love love love you. hope you find a good boyfriend that can play canon in d soon! =)) dont have nvm! you've got me! x)
